First, a quick Hello to all the pervy Internet people... now go away, it's not about THAT.
I want to have a 3rd child. I want a third little person to love and grow and nurture. I want to watch another little person look more like Adam than me, and be deliriously happy.
I know that I should feel more than thrilled with the 2 beautiful children who already bless my life everyday. I know that a 3rd child is more work and more money and more headaches. All I can say to that is, bring it on! I was nauseous for months before, I can handle it again. Wake up for 6 months every night, multiple times, I can't think of anything I'd love more!
My loving husband thinks I am more nutso than a tree full of squirrels. He is SO DONE.
Before you even go there, I would never, n.e.v.e.r, knowingly try for a baby with out his knowledge and agreement. I need his full agreement, full patience, full happiness, full support. That being said, I still want one so badly I hurt a little.
I hurt to think that no other little person will get to be a sibling to the wonderful, beautiful, happy children we already have. I hurt to think that I will never feel those little kicks in the mornings, or watch my belly roll from side to side like a roller coaster, or again know what it's like to first hold that tiny little person who is part you and part the man you love more than anything.
I could go on and on, but I can't go on.
Lets keep this little emotional breakdown to ourselves okay?
2 comments:
ooh, yes! you should definitely have a third! :)
More power to ya, but I am sticking with my two. People tell me all the time I should try for a boy, but I am content with two.To each her own though. I do admit, I miss the being pregnant, minus the throwing up, but I do miss that connection. I hear ya there.
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